i’m not really sure what’s wrong with me, but it seems as if I have no inspiration in life these days and I just really kinda wanna do nothing all day and sleep and laze around. But really, I should be finishing my work and looking up things for the lab, studying for the MCAT in August, and practicing violin. Especially violin… since I’ve gotten it back from repair, it’s almost like I find some excuse not to practice each time I pick it up. Sunday it was because it was buzzing so I was afraid something was wrong again. Yesterday it was because it was too humid out so I didn’t want to exacerbate it… today I was too tired. I dunno what’s going on with me these days.

To top it off, Hannah’s having her goodbye party tonight b/c she’s going to Cali for a month and I couldn’t even go :( If I was being honest with myself though, I’d realize that I’m not even that upset because I like staying at home and chilling… in this case for example I’ve been procrastiating most of tonight when I should be studying for class tomorrow!!! UGHHHHHH. 

It’s summertime! Life should be more inspiring than this…